Abnormal growth.
I looked up at Sophie.
She had gone pale.
“Sophie,” I whispered, “what is this?”
The doctor stepped closer, his face serious but not unkind. He was a tall man in his late forties with tired eyes and a badge that read Dr. Raymond Keller.
“Sophie,” he said gently, “I think he deserves an explanation.”
She stared at him as if those words had hurt her.
Then she looked at me.
For the first time since I’d seen her in that hallway, there was something other than sadness in her eyes.
Fear.
“I didn’t want you to know like this,” she said.
My throat tightened.
“Know what?”
She pressed one hand against the IV stand, steadying herself. She looked so fragile that instinctively I stepped forward, but she lifted her other hand, stopping me.
That tiny motion cut deeper than any accusation could
have.
“After the last miscarriage,” she said slowly, “the doctors found something.”
I looked down at the file again, even though the words were blurring.
“What kind of something?”
“A tumor.”
The word landed with a weight I wasn’t ready for.
I heard it, understood it, and still my mind refused to accept it.
“A tumor,” I repeated, because it was the only thing I could say.
Dr. Keller’s expression softened. “It was discovered during follow-up testing after the pregnancy loss. At first, we needed more imaging to understand what we were dealing with.”
I stared at Sophie.
“You knew before the divorce?”
She flinched.
That was my answer.
A cold, hollow ache opened in my chest.
“You knew,” I said again, quieter this time.
Sophie lowered her eyes.
“I found out around the time you asked me for the divorce.”
“No,” I said, shaking my head. “No, that doesn’t
make sense. Why didn’t you tell me?”
Her lips parted, but no words came.
I turned to Dr. Keller, desperate for someone to say there had been a misunderstanding. That the dates were wrong. That this file belonged to someone else. That my wife—my ex-wife—had not been carrying this alone while I was busy convincing myself that leaving her was a kindness.
But the doctor didn’t rescue me from the truth.
“Sophie asked that her medical information remain private,” he said carefully. “That was her right.”
I looked back at her.
“Private from me?”
Her eyes filled with tears, but she didn’t let them fall.
“We were already breaking, Ethan.”
“That’s not an answer.”
“It’s the only one I had.”
My voice came out sharper than I intended. “You were sick, Sophie. You were scared. You were going through this, and you let me walk away?”
Her face changed then.